I've never been one to neglect my friends because of a boyfriend. Yesterday, my day was spent in tears after a horrible phone call from one of my friends. Apparently, my friends had all been talking about how I had been neglecting them since lovely boy came into my life. Although, I find it very difficult to admit my faults, I am not totally oblivious to them. I can honestly say, since dating Lovely Boy I have made a countless amount of attempts to talk to my friends, invite them to hang out, or just send friendly texts to them. Yesterday when my friends accused me of ignoring them, I broke down. I could not believe that they were ganging up on me like I was the one completely at fault. I cried all day and all night.
Today I woke up and carried through with my normal daily activities, without the comfort of friends. I am not exaggerating when I say at the moment I can count the people that still consider me a friend, on one hand. I've never felt so alone. And yet, I feel content. Lovely Boy is still in my life...and as pathetic as it sounds, for now...I feel that is all I need.
In the argument brought up to me by my friends yesterday, they thought I was over reacting because Lovely Boy is just some "high school boyfriend" that, in a few years, I will not even remember.
He may be a silly "high school boyfriend" but he is MY HIGH SCHOOL BOYFRIEND, and I am determined to make this work.
Love,
Miss Elizabeth
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